Welcome!

My name is Nikole Krueger, LMSW, and I am a licensed clinical social worker with 15 years of experience working with people from all walks of life. I love brain science and learning different approaches to help people get back to living fulfilling lives, even when their brains aren’t the most cooperative.

My Story

My journey with therapy began when I was 9 years old and was diagnosed with sudden-onset OCD. I was blessed to be diagnosed and begin treatment right after my symptoms began, which is sadly not the norm for OCD sufferers. I went through extensive exposure and response prevention treatment, and while I did not particularly enjoy it, I am extremely grateful for it and credit it with saving my life. It made “normalcy” possible.

When I got to college, I knew I wanted a career where I could help others, with one big caveat: I didn’t ever want to be a therapist, and definitely not an OCD therapist. It felt too close to my own experience, too painful. In time, I came to see that my past was a gift to be used to bless others, not something to bury. 

When I went through an extended period of grief several years ago, gardening became my go-to coping skill. It wasn’t the pretty pictures of gardening you see of stylish women in expensive gardening gloves planting flowers. It was me, sweaty with bare hands and dirt in my nails, ripping out my landscaping and starting from scratch; uprooting everything I didn’t want and taking out my grief on the earth. Only then could I start fresh and plant new things. When I see the blooms each year now I smile, but also remember the pain that led to my love of gardening. 

It is my hope that by seeing an example of someone who has made it through the storm, you will find hope that you don’t have to live with OCD in the driver’s seat; you can heal and grow and thrive.

“Your story is unique from mine, but I hope someday you too can look back and say, 'I was stuck for a while, but I didn’t stay stuck. I had courage to do the hard things required to grow.'

— Nikole

Hands planting seedlings in soil during gardening.

What is OCD?

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is a serious mental health disorder that is estimated to affect 1 in 40 people over their lifetime. While symptoms can begin at any age, two common peak times of diagnosis are late childhood (ages 9-12) and late teens to young adulthood.

OCD can take on many different themes that tend to wax and wane over time. Some common themes include obsessions about contamination, harm/violence, responsibility, faith, morality, sexuality, perfectionism, relationships, health, and existence, although there are no limits to the topics OCD will latch onto! Common compulsions include washing, checking, repeating, mental rituals, seeking reassurance, doing rituals until they feel “just right,” and avoiding situations that could trigger obsessions. Compulsions only temporarily relieve distress before the intrusive thoughts return and the compulsion must be performed again. OCD is like a monkey in a jungle. It may jump to a new tree (theme), but it operates following the same pattern of obsessions and compulsions. It’s the same monkey, just on a different tree!

My Specialty & Passion

The themes OCD latches onto cause significant distress because they are excessive, illogical, or in contradiction with a person’s closely held values, beliefs, or personality. For example, someone of strong faith may have obsessions about God not being real or doing something that could offend God or send them to hell.  Someone who is empathetic and cares about others might obsess about whether they are secretly a pedophile without knowing it or whether they might kill their family in their sleep. Someone who finds comfort in routines and order might create excessive rules for themselves about what times they can or cannot begin or end activities or how many times they need to repeat a motion to prevent a terrible consequence from occurring. People with OCD may know that their compulsions are irrational, but they still feel compelled to do them. 

As a clinician with lived experience of the disorder, there is nothing I love more than helping my clients realize that their OCD thoughts are just OCD thoughts - they don’t mean anything or speak to some deep hidden terrible truth about them. I particularly enjoy working with young adults with religious scrupulosity or other shame-inducing fears.

Unwanted, intrusive thoughts, images, or impulses that are”sticky” in nature are obsessions.

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Compulsions are physical or mental acts done with the purpose of neutralizing the distress caused by the obsession.

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While everyone experiences obsessions or compulsions sometimes, a diagnosis of the disorder is only given if the symptoms consume more than an hour per day, cause significant distress, or interfere in daily activities.

What I Offer

I am trained in two evidence-based treatments for OCD: Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) and Inference-Based Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (I-CBT). Research shows that each of these therapies brings about significant improvement in symptoms for about two-thirds of people with OCD. I am also trained in Comprehensive Behavioral Intervention for Tics (CBIT) and Habit Reversal Training (HRT) for Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors.

Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) Therapy

Comprehensive Behavioral Intervention for Tics (CBIT)

Inference-based Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (I-CBT)

Habit Reversal Training (HRT) Therapy